Hubris

Saturday March 25nd, 2000

So it’s been a week since daylight savings, and I’m still not entirely sure I’m used to the changes. It gets dark so quickly now!

My neck hurts so much. It always hurts, I know. It’s fucked, cos it feels almost like just a decent massage would fix it, but I can’t give one to myself, and no one’s offering. Also, I have had a headache for the past five days that comes and goes. I’ve attributed it to various things – too much sun, wearing my contacts too long, and too much time at the computer etc, but the fact remains that having a headache that often is wrong. On reading my femulen info stuff, it says frequent headaches start, you should stop taking it, and see a doctor. I’m going on Monday. Or sometime soon anyways.

Not that I currently need to be on the pill anyways. I am not having sex with anyone right now, nor does it appear at all likely that I will be. It’s like total platonic love or something. I don’t know. I never had any brothers. Maybe this is what’s it’s supposed to be like.

When’s the last time I wrote? Wednesday? Thursday I did ummm nothing? Friday I did ummmmmmm oh I went to the Classic to see Justin do stand up. It was amusing, but i think actually, he’s funnier off stage than on. Today I did not much either. I feel almost like I went somewhere, but I can’t remember. Hmmm – the video store in the evening. That must be it. I lay on the floor for a while because my neck and head hurt so much. Grr. And we watched ‘Rounders’ tonight. It was okay. Edward Norton rocks, but I’m just not very keen on Matt Damon. I saw Rick Dee on an informerical, and now can no longer respect the voice of my childhood. My ear hurts too. My hair smells good though.

Everyone’s stopped writing journals – I’m feeling a tremendous responsibility to entertain now.

OH! Porn! And Beth! And Beth and Porn!!!