Tag: self esteem

• In the summer in the city

  On Thursday night I had my first summer ale and then yesterday I had my first swim of the summer. Around 1am. At Oriental Parade. In my panties. With my now ex workmates and Bart. It was awesome, and not very warm. Luckily the booze in me kept me warm. Today, consequently, has been rather […]

  Joanna

  September 26, 2006

  Journal

  bart, beach, benIII, clayton, computer troubles, country club, cwa, dimmer, drinking with workmates, farewells, germany, hungover, i used to be cute, innappropriate conversations with my family, jessie, katem, myspace, naked, oma, opa, phoenix foundation, public nudity, self esteem, speeches, swimming, the slab

• The Total Opposite of an Ass Hat

  So! Hehehe. Friday night I’m out with some boys and Lisa, and we’re getting pizza, and we’ve been drinking for a while, and having conversations along the lines of yes, I will show them my boobs if they will pash. And then the boys get ahold of some pills. I of course am crazy (like, […]

  Joanna

  May 13, 2006

  Journal

  “A”, boulot, drugs are bad, drunk, gossip, handjobs, PASH!, self esteem, shiny, workmates

• 30 November, 2002

  I think I’m menopausal, cos I am full of hot flushes. Although the fact that I’m currently bleeding might suggest otherwise. Oh well. Today I went to Rumba! It was hilarious, and also super choice because of the following reasons: I went with Brad and Maree, both of whom I haven’t seen in far too […]

  Joanna

  November 30, 2002

  Journal

  ammy, bars, bic runga, bopha, brad, cipramil, clayton, counselling, estelle35, Fatty Si, garland, gigs, i am so entertaing, i kissed a girl, illness, kalpana, kateh, katem, leo, maree, migraine, orgasms, panic attacks, periods, pluto, sangria, self esteem, skinnydipping

• mush

  Thursday August 8th Very very very much did not want to get out of bed today, as today is a Low Self Esteem Day. Or rather, a feeling that I am just very incompetant and untalented. Realising that there’s actually a boy in my class who’s kinda cute and intelligent made me perk up a […]

  Joanna

  August 8, 2002

  Journal

  bopha, BradC, clayton, crushes, depression, jeremE, Jezza, job hunting, Kini, robyn, self esteem, the floor is lava, workmates, zines

• 29 May, 2002

  We got back the videos of our seminars today (I got an A) so I’ve been watching that tonight. Bopa and Emma say it’s real good, and I’ve even heard Emma reiterating stuff I said down the phone to her friend, but my mind’s so not there. In between thinking that I gesture too much, […]

  Joanna

  May 29, 2002

  Journal

  aut, bopha, emma, fat, good tom, jeremE, kateb, school work, self esteem

• As you wish

  Wednesday March 6th I myself am often amazed at life’s little quirks. So I have confessions to make. Do I do them at the start or the end of the journal? Or should I put them in where I guess they fit chronologically, in terms of why I started to think about it allanyways? Or […]

  Joanna

  March 6, 2002

  Journal

  benII, benIII, boatshoes, BradC, clayton, confessions, fucktoy, karma police, kateb, maree, morning after pill, princess bride, Q, school work, screwing the crew, self esteem, shirley, stds, validation, you have a girlfriend

• binge and purge

  Is it ironic at all that I lay in bed reading about Victim Feminisim while Fiona Apple wailed away on my stereo? Because of vomitting and long late night long distance phone calls and that sort of thing, I didn’t go into tech today. I did, however, get out of bed to give Clayton the converter plug, without which […]

  Joanna

  September 1, 1999

  Journal

  attention-seeking, australia, clayton, damage, depression, safe, school work, self esteem, self harm, self loathing, thomas, tony, vomit