Tag: sebastian

• Eighteen and a half years

  Sebastian is dead. I have felt like I can’t do anything without acknowledging his death, I can’t write anything about my life without talking about this huge fucking loss and how everything is different now. But I haven’t had the strength until now.

  Joanna

  February 12, 2022

  Journal

  death, sebastian, sebby

• 18 Glorious Hours

  Too often here is where I lick my wounds afterwards, passively-aggressively dissect where things went wrong and allude to events so obscurely I can’t even figure out what I was writing about two years later. So today, let’s do something different. Let’s talk extensively about a snapshot of bliss instead. Last weekend was my six […]

  Joanna

  June 1, 2015

  Journal

  bars, demelza, florence, gay now, pashfriend, relationships, restaurants, sebastian, selfies

• Shake it off

  Jo wrote me a list last week because she decided to turn Hubris into clickbait. I guess at least that would mean I’d keep my New Year’s resolution to keep Hubris updated a little bit better than I have been. Lord knows I’ve hardly stopped taking taxis to work, and I haven’t been very good […]

  Joanna

  April 9, 2015

  Journal

  bad tom, car troubles, florence, hubris, Kini, pashfriend, poly, public service, sebastian, starlajo, work

• 2014 in review

  Okay, I didn’t do a 2012 or a 2013. But you can find 2011’s here. This is for KateB who demanded it. 1. What did you do in 2014 that you’d never done before? Paid a lawyer. And then another lawyer. Paid for insurance. Fucked in a royal box in the theatre Went to my […]

  Joanna

  January 9, 2015

  Journal

  bad tom, family, home, KASON, Kini, Raena, s, sebastian, starla, starlajo, Tim, tv, work, year in review

• Fleshing out the silence

  It seems more than ever that Twitter, the place where I now tell my stories instead of here, dolloping them out in 140 characters at a time instead of the long drunken screeds that Hubris used to be home to (though make no mistake, those tweets are pretty drunken too – moreso even because of […]

  Joanna

  January 6, 2015

  Journal, Really long stories

  #thorndonite, doggies, feminism, florence, friends, home, raped, refugees, sebastian, twitter, work

• Reclaiming my empire

  The Yaz is gone, and I am me again. It is a glorious feeling. That doesn’t mean that I didn’t spend a large part of last night bawling my eyes out, but let’s get to that bit when we get to it. I had a quiet week at work, which was well-needed because I’ve been […]

  Joanna

  November 28, 2010

  Journal

  361, cocktails, crying, dancing, drinking with workmates, illustrated, kim, lovehawks, PASH!, sebastian, yaz

• The good, the bad and the scary

  The good: I had to go to the doctor yesterday morning to get a new prescription, as, like I think I have mentioned before, my shrink has gone AWOL. The new GP I’d seen once or twice before wasn’t available, so I had to see another female doctor at the practice, because there’s no way […]

  Joanna

  August 13, 2009

  Journal

  amusing conversations with health professionals, balmoral, break ins, job hunting, meds, scary, sebastian, smoo

• Achievments!

  Haha, I tricked you. Well, sort of. My list of things to do today (well, okay, yesterday since it’s 2.22am now) consisted of “change the lightbulb in my room” and I did that. I also found some whitetac and put up some more Frankie posters, purchased a mask for Anna Jane’s masquerade flatwarming on Friday, […]

  Joanna

  August 4, 2009

  Journal

  anna jane, bad tom, dressups, el, food, Lisa Fur, massages, parties, sebastian, shopping, sitharus

• Generating new content on the back of a lot of old stuff

  Because I’m trying to get everything tagged and tucked away and imaged and stuff here on Hubris, I have been reading through many many many entries, and woah, I sure have a lot of angst, don’t I? I don’t, so much anymore, or at least not all that much today. It is nice to start […]

  Joanna

  July 29, 2009

  Journal

  christchurch, crazy cat lady, good tom, harry potter, harvestbird, hubris, job hunting, Lisa Fur, megan wegan, mm, olden days, sebastian, smoo, unemployment, whedon, wii, young boys, zopiclone

• That’s how I role in the Bay City

  Last Tuesday I was on the bus home, and I was texting Kat saying “I hate everyone in the whole world. Except for you” because I was having a really horrible shitter of a week/month/year, and all I wanted was someone’s shoulder to cry on. Then when I was stumbling down my street trying not […]

  Joanna

  April 7, 2009

  Journal, Really long stories

  amusing conversations with health professionals, beach, christians, food, good tom, gossip girl, holidays, hotels, kat&kane, mongolian clusterfuck, new laptop, PPP, redundant, sebastian, steampunk, tauranga, travel, videos, wellington is small, work